Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Lost....

Wish I could just sink right into the floor..... I'm just angry with some people right now.... No, actually, its me who I'm angry with! Im so sad right now, that I'm cursing a whole lot of people. Something must be really wrong with me, but I can't figure out what!! I hate myself for this. I can be, rather, I am a VERY moody person. Anything or anyone can put me off. I'm just too good at being moody and people hate me for that, they think I'm a bitch! And being a Gemini I just can't live without people. I have to actually care about what others think about me and blah... Loads of people have given me advice in that department :) Trust me.... I can cry at the snap of a finger and laugh like craaazy! I always wish things would happen in my favour, but I fail to realise the other nice stuff happening to me.... I must be real weird! I actually am!! I'm pretty deluded. Confused most of the time :S I'm SO low on confidence I swear, and I go on advising people like I'm a pro, like a motivator who conducts these self-motivating classes. So what I did is to blare out music, like crazily loud, so that people ask me to switch it off! Sometimes I just hate everything around me and I feel like venting out my frustration on others!! Sheesh this is SUCH a depressing post :(

1 comment:

niru said...

evryone has those days . not to worry:)